The Cruelty of “Christianity”

The Cruelty of “Christianity”


“Oh, why have your people forced on me the name of Pauline Johnson? Was not my Indian name good enough? Do you think you help us by bidding us forget our blood? By teaching us to cast off all memory of our high ideals and our glorious past? I am an Indian. My pen and my life I devote to the memory of my own people. Forget that I was Pauline Johnson, but remember always that I was Tekahionwake, the Mohawk that humbly aspired to be the saga singer of her people, the bard of the noblest folk the world has ever seen, the sad historian of her own heroic race.”

Nobody knows my name or the real me except Jesus and him alone. Some ancestors unwillingly pulled from the breast of Mother Africa the others walked the “Trail of Tears”. Both had forced upon them the indoctrination of Euro-centric Christianity to the detriment of each noble culture.

A few months ago I traced my maternal ancestry back to Mozambique. When I made that discovery something in my spirit clicked and I knew that one day I had to return to the birthplace of my Great, great, great, great, great Grandmother, her birth name lost to time and eternity. Other ancestors born in this great land have yet to be revealed. Many times I wonder, “What was my African and/or Native American name.”  The names of Finney, Halstead, Gordon, Palmer were all given by some distant slave-owner. Who were they and who were they 500 years ago?

Like Tekahionwake I live my dichotomy every day even in my spiritual life wondering about the respective faiths of my African and Native American ancestors. Thinking about how their own unique worship was torn asunder only to be replaced by a Euro-centric “Christian” god who relegated them to a lesser status, below that of their European captors.

Children of an accursed Ham? (Genesis 9:20–27) I think not for the descendents of the great Realm of Ethiopia have risen again to the rightful place in the Diaspora.

Matthew 12:42

New King James Version (NKJV)

42 The queen of the South will rise up in the judgment with this generation and condemn it, for she came from the ends of the earth to hear the wisdom of Solomon; and indeed a greater than Solomon is here.

The cries of my people would not be extinguished. The voices of my Native American ancestors called to me for redemption. Through an experiment called Carlisle Indian Industrial School History, really internment in re-culturalization concentration camps Richard Henry Pratt sought to erase the cultural identity of Kiowa, Cheyenne, Arapaho and other tribes through forcing children into complete immersion in Eurocentric culture and identity, effectively erasing their own. Take away a person’s language and belief systems, telling them that how God created them was wrong and had to be fixed only serves to create indwelling images of self-hatred within those lost children. If eradicating my indigenous and African American culture, traditions, ethnicity and exchanging them for dominant white culture will I be closer to God?  Will Jesus accept me in this new form?

As I gaze in the mirror as many Native Americans did 150 years ago neither my face nor my features as God made them can be erased. The efforts on the part of European conquerors failed. Nor were the colonizers able to erase the connection to the Great Spirit as he was known long before the white man touched our shores.

White man you tell me that only your version of Jesus can save my soul and deliver me from sin. And just what is my sin? Being born with a brown face, high cheek bones, full lips, long flowing Jet Black hair or locs that rise to kiss the sun. Does my sin lie in the dances my people perform to honor my ancestors and Mother Earth who gives us all sustenance? Am I or my ways at fault because we revere Nature as opposed to destroying the land, fouling the waters, polluting the environment in a never ending obsession to conquer, convert and control? Now who is the savage? Who is the so-called heathen?

Oh European who comes bearing the sign of the cross who is this God of yours that lifts up your customs and traditions but disparages mine? He is not the Jesus depicted in your Old Master paintings from Italy, Spain, France or the Flemish Masters. No, more than likely he was a swarthy man with kinky dark woolly hair, skin darkened by constant exposure to the sun. Jesus was someone whose looks paralleled the populations most of the indigenous tribes of Africa, North and South America.

Revelation 1:14-15

New King James Version (NKJV)

14 His head and hair were white like wool, as white as snow, and His eyes like a flame of fire; 15 His feet were like fine brass, as if refined in a furnace, and His voice as the sound of many waters;

We Sisters and Brothers from what you named the “Third World” now know that Jesus came for us just as we are. God accepts us in all the richness with which he created us. We Black and Brown followers have redefined and returned Christianity to its original intent and meaning.

No longer do we walk the “Trail of Tears” or the Via Dolorosa. Now we stand together arm in arm marching onward to Zion that beautiful city of God taking our place among those who have been redeemed.

 Female Ancestor from my Dad's side, Name lost to Time

Nina Simone – If He Changed My Name

7 thoughts on “The Cruelty of “Christianity”

  1. David,

    As always Thank you for your insightful comments. No apologies are necessary or needed as you weren’t here 500 years ago. I hold no white individual responsible for the faults of ancestors. I do however hold the church as an entity responsible for keeping the lies in place. I see so-called “Christian” falsehoods perpetuated even now in Modern Times.

    Christians want people of other faiths to accept Christianity but why should they when we act so ugly. I agree that faith, belief or the lack thereof needs to be optional.

    I’m glad you pointed out the Celts and Druids. Years ago in college I had to do a report on Jonathan Swift’s, “A Modest Proposal”. That essay encased in satire was scathing indictment of Protestant England against Catholic Ireland. British enslavement of the Irish economy was the direct cause of the Great Potato Famine and the subsequent emigration of many starving Irish to our shores.

    We need many more Swifts to fight the status quo.

    Many Thanks. God Bless.

  2. Interesting write up! Totally with you on this. I’ve long abandoned the European/American version of Jesus. Though I appreciate Jesus the man, I have zero interest in the philosophies and the craftiness “man” has used for his own benefit through religion. There’s a book by Deepak Chopra that you might find interesting. Entitled “The Third Jesus”. Speaks of the first Jesus (the man), the Second Jesus (the philosophy/religion based), and the Third Jesus (the enlightened one). People rarely get a glimpse of Jesus in this light, and I think Deepak did well with his observations.

    1. Thanks Matt for reading my blog post. Being raised in the church I know all about the deception and indoctrination of church dogma and doctrine but I love Christianity and Jesus at it’s purest point. Before men with poor motives got involved and changed everything around to suit their ulterior motives. I feel that Jesus and Buddha are on the same plane. Their teachings reflect and mirror each others. From what I’ve studied so far in Buddhism there are more similarities between the teachings of Buddha and Jesus than either faith gives credit for. Buddhist mediation helps train and calm my mind so I can better absorb the Biblical scriptures. I no longer take the Bible in a literal sense. I know most of the stories are allegorical meant to show God’s relationship with man and humans relationships with each other. The Bible is inspired by God but written by man so I understand the Bible in a metaphorical sense. Christianity is changing and evolving as we can see from the downfall of televangelists, Mega Churches and the extreme right wing Family Values crowd as their Kingdom of lives is torn down and truth arises. Sorry to be so long-winded. I will get that book by Deepak Chopra very soon. Many, many Thanks buddy Matt!

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    1. Thank you. The words came to me on a visit to the Museum of the American Indian in downtown Manhattan. Also I believe my Native American ancestors were speaking to me and helped me write this piece.

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