I apologize for being short tempered and abrupt. I’m on edge. I’ve been crying every day. I cry when I wake up and I cry before I go to sleep. I am Not in a good place right now.
Yes I’m in contact with Human Resources and the lady from Workmans comp. They’re helping me to coordinate all the medical and financial documents. I’m in touch with friends.
Still I’m overwhelmed and upset. My blood pressure is sky high and I’m not coping or doing well. Not eating right. Always upset.
My anxiety levels are off the charts along with my daily panic attacks. This entire week has been very rough on me. Even though I think very highly of my Retina Specialist Dr. Ravi I’m still terrified. I don’t know what he may find. I truly wish that this accident had not happened. I don’t handle stress or pressure well.
At least my cat Sylvester understands.