Woke up this morning with a terrible stomach ache. Thank goodness I’m on vacation otherwise I’d have to go to work sick. I think the stress of my current situation is finally getting to me. Had plans to go out, walk around and explore but right now I need to be near the bathroom. Will spend most of the day in bed. At least I can still make phone calls. At this point I’m really worried. I feel like this is going to be a long drawn out process. Already I feel drained. Plus I have another very difficult and sad decision to make concerning one of my cats. Looks like he will have to be put down. But at least he won’t suffer anymore. Seems like bad luck all around. Oh well. Another thing to suck up and put on more fake smiles and phony laughter despite the fact my heart and soul are broken into pieces.