A Broken Battered Hallelujah


 

 

A Broken Battered Hallelujah

 

I was pulled from the murky Underbelly of a concussion. I felt like I kissed a rose filled with Thorns.  Once again I was a victim of the hairy handed one who throbbed with sordid bacchanals.  I felt a tad messianic from the rancid ambrosia that I had imbibed from the night before

The gossamer cadaver skin. So pale. So venous. The Hairy Handed One was just a series of protruding Vulgarisms.  Venal Vulgarisms that vibrated my body into a macabre dance.

I once brought my Lover a Bobcat. It ate all our poultry and terrorized the hounds.  To Celebrate that night we had Snail Tacos which are considered a real delicacy in these parts.  The Hairy Handed One had a Mullet that didn’t make it.  Lyle Lovett meets the Wolf man.  Me ~~ Just an Abstract Tart.  Then he vanished like fog into the mist.

The Queene Anne Sanitarium was built so that every floor opened out to the cliffs behind the “Health Spa.”  An open invitation if I ever saw one!!  Parson Krown was renowned for telling the families of potential patrons the story whilst they toured this magnificent abode.  Good compost for the garden. For a Man of the Cloth Parson Krown constantly made puzzling statements.  As they tumble backwards over steepness and onto the razor sharp craggy rocks.  Many times in the late night early dawn and late dusk I’ve ventured out to the shore line. It can’t be described as a beach even though the ocean laps its shores.  The ground is littered with black stones of all shapes and sizes. Even what little sand there is is of a pebbly granular consistency.

It’s always those quaint, quiet picturesque villages that have the most undertow.   Some days I spent a quiet time in my room only to realize that quite unexpectedly that my room was no longer my room but a brand new room populated with unfamiliar objects.  I felt myself being drawn into a mysterious Rectangle.

 

 

 

 

Just spitballin’ through life.

 

The scent of decomposing flesh and decaying blood permeated the entire shore line. Someone had formed giant sand stupas each one commemorating the death of a fallen. In place of my heart was a bloody effusions.

 

 

 

 

Ecclesiastes 12:1-8

New King James Version (NKJV)

12 Remember now your Creator in the days of your youth,
Before the difficult days come,
And the years draw near when you say,
“I have no pleasure in them”:
While the sun and the light,
The moon and the stars,
Are not darkened,
And the clouds do not return after the rain;
In the day when the keepers of the house tremble,
And the strong men bow down;
When the grinders cease because they are few,
And those that look through the windows grow dim;
When the doors are shut in the streets,
And the sound of grinding is low;
When one rises up at the sound of a bird,
And all the daughters of music are brought low.
Also they are afraid of height,
And of terrors in the way;
When the almond tree blossoms,
The grasshopper is a burden,
And desire fails.
For man goes to his eternal home,
And the mourners go about the streets.

Remember your Creator before the silver cord is loosed,[a]
Or the golden bowl is broken,
Or the pitcher shattered at the fountain,
Or the wheel broken at the well.
Then the dust will return to the earth as it was,
And the spirit will return to God who gave it.

“Vanity of vanities,” says the Preacher,
“All is vanity.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Fall from Grace


 

1ANGEL Gabriel

 

Fall from Grace

We are All Fallen Angels

Awaiting our Replacement Wings Home

Broken Angels awaiting repairs

Living fractured Lives Under the stairs

Broken Rib Compositions.

Melted Molten Sun burnt Icarus no longer flying high. You should never laugh at the Sun.

Who are the Guardians for the Ministers of Peace? Where and when will they appear?  Is there no shoulder for we who have offered our shoulders wet with tears?  We seek our Lighthouse out of the storm.

Like you I too am lost. Wandering 40 years in the Wilderness. Every day looking for manna from Heaven. I’m No Prophet, Messiah or Savior.  Only a fractured fragmented human. I am only a mirage in the merciless sun of endless desert.

My best friends are the birds and beasts of the field. 

Save your sermons. No sweet sounding incantations. Searching for the Root of Conversation. Do not weep for the lost. For I await the baptism of dirt.

The Queen of Heaven Welcomes Me Home.

 

 

Jeremiah 12:5

New International Version (NIV)

God’s Answer

“If you have raced with men on foot
    and they have worn you out,
    how can you compete with horses?
If you stumble in safe country,
    how will you manage in the thickets by[b] the Jordan?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dust


 

 

Dust

Particles like snowflakes fall upon people, animals, flowers, trees, plants, homes, houses, trains and cars

Skin particles from living beings. Cremains from those who have gone on. Skin cells. Ashes to Ashes. Dust to Dust.

Ashes of the Disintered 

Gatherings of Flesh, Feathers and Fur.

I am aware of my skin because they tell me so. But one day skin tones won’t make as we proceed from flesh to dusky ashes for then we will all be equal.

In the greater scheme of the Universe we are nothing and return to nothing but memories.  Time passes and soon we are done. Graveyard markers, memorials, tombstones and gravestones.  The Bonfire of eons and eternity eat away at our existence.

Rheema began to form and energy expression. Commencing the mixing of bloods, bone and tissues.

 

In the Dust of this Planet
In the Dust of this Planet

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Chatty Grim Reaper: Nocturnes for the Soul


 

 

 

 

The Chatty Grim Reaper: Nocturnes for the Soul

A City on a Rock besieged all around by infidels and invaders. 

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Raging battles lasting in to the night and well into the next day. It would seem that the chaos would never end. But as the Wise Sage expounded A City on a Hill Cannot be hid.

Stalwart Warriors All We fight on through desolation and isolation Courage and Bravery never ends.  In the midst of conflict appears the Delirium Room.  Then I realized that this was not my room any more and I needed to be transported to a Brand New Room.  Amidst the two natures of man were two doorways Repulsion and Attraction.

Please Forward me a Small Studiolo Fully Furnished which I will name the Studio of Despair.  I caught wisps of ghosts and they need somewhere to stay for just a fortnight.

Treacherous wild climbing Ivy Kudzu unraveling flower like tentacles encasing the living into the dead.

 

 

 

The Struggle of the Two Natures in Man
The Struggle of the Two Natures in Man George Grey Barnard (American, Bellefonte, Pennsylvania 1863–1938 New York)

 

Obsidian gave way to Dayforming Gold Rays

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Island of the Damned - Bocklin

 

 

 

 

A City on a Rock 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Chatty Grim Reaper: The Thickening Darkness of Blank Pages


 

 

The Chatty Grim Reaper: The Thickening Darkness of Blank Pages

 

A world teeming with Virtual Minutiae

Augmented Faces

Neural Networks

Mutilated Mannequins

Naked Apartments and Gypsy Housing

 

Soul Transporter + The Splattering of feet and ideas

You espied my Loneliness as a Thickening of the Darkness surrounding my soul

 

Sneaker Coffin
Sneaker Coffin @ The Brooklyn Museum

 

Pages Intentionally Left Blank

 

I can hear the screech of seagulls in the distance cruelly circling scavenging viscera from my nightmares

 

Struggle Dance

 

Packs of rats that eat anything and everything in their way including each other.

Finding her broken battered sliced up body parts he put her in a box labeled No Return

I lay there atop the early morning dawn beach. Sand in my hair, face and mouth. I spit out some grains as I slowly and painfully tried to raise myself up to at least a sitting position whilst waves of nausea assaulted my digestive track sending me onto the Vomitus Express.  Vomit make it’s way up into my throat alternately gagging and heaving in full effect. Nightmarish odors entangled my olfactory system worsening my hold on this world and imperiling me towards the next.

Propping myself up on the heels of my hands I could then see that the stench came from horribly mutilated bodies scattered all across the beach some not more than a few inches away.  Bodies once human now a mangled mashup of guts, brain matter, blood and feces decomposing along with rotting undigested remnants of their last meals.

Horrid stench but even worse how did I get here?